This is a rather more depressing post on my part, and more of just thoughts I've had throughout the year, and a question out to you. If you'd rather not read a perhaps annoying post to read, then please move on. I don't like to post anything like this often, but this is just my thoughts out to you.

About I want to say 3-4 years ago, I moved to the lovely state of Florida, knowing no one, having nothing to be excited about, left many of my friends I had known. And, although, even now I have made friends, lost friends, and lots of stuff. I still just consistently get that feeling of being alone. Feeling alone is normal, I suppose, and not a bad thing. Everyone needs someone, but I just feel consistently alone, even though I have friends, I still feel lonely. It's a feeling I'm used to, but it still just doesn't go away, I feel like my life is just a constant repetition of the same thing every day. Yet, I still find ways to be happy in front of people, whether it be actually happy, or just a mask, because there are people I know who count on me. Even though I feel lonely, I try to make the best of it, and leave a lasting impression on people, not on the sad, or the bad, but on happiness, and good. Is there a reason for me or even others being lonely? Yes, why? I don't know. I often question whether moving to Florida was good, or just bad, if we hadn't moved, I wouldn't have met one of the best friends I had ever had IRL. However, had we not, I would've not encountered many issues that still have a lingering effect in my mind to this day. And a reminder, for many wrongs. So, my question to you is, what do you do to switch things up when you get bored, or how do you make yourself happy when you are down...? Again, sorry for the tad bit of depressing in this post. But, I want to see how other people deal with the issue of feeling lonely sometimes. Out for now.

-Crash